I keep thinking about haunted houses, the ones of our childhoods where we were taught to fear the dead. I think we have it all wrong. If I heard of a haunted house now - gray clapboards weathered by winter after winter - I would make my way there like a pilgrimage, counting those who have passed like rosaries. I would sneak inside to wander the darkened hallways, trying rusting doorknobs in the hopes of opening up a portal to my grandfather, or Frank’s dad, or Kate’s mom. I would press my ear to the walls and listen for the accented Croatian tongue of my brother-in-law’s father. I would turn the knobs on dusty old radios long unplugged, straining to hear the call of the Cubs games I always listened to with my grandpa, the spectral taste of Pop-ems on my tongue. I would climb to the attic and listen for the whispered advice of the dead as I try to navigate the complexities of this life. I want to be haunted. I want so desperately to be...